Chapter One Hundred and Ninety-Seven: Dividing Wall 2 (Julius’s POV)
After being introduced to her friends by Karen, Julius was in turn introduced by Karen as well. Linus’s family home was a farm, and Fiene apparently ran a bakery in the royal capital. As Linus supplied them with wheat, their relationship had deepened.
The biggest trigger that led to their marriage was apparently the anomaly in the dungeon. They said they had entered into marriage so they could be together no matter what happened in the future. Even if the anomaly in the royal capital’s dungeon caused the sphere of influence to shrink, causing monsters to appear in Linus’s village, if his wife were from the royal capital, he could flee there with his family.
However, in Julius’ opinion, it wasn’t based on such calculating thoughts, but rather they seemed to be bound together by love.
And Karen’s friends, who were bound by love beyond all interests and advantages, celebrated Karen as she claimed Julius was her lover, yet watched her with worried expressions, seeming unconvinced that Julius and Karen had a proper relationship. If her partner had been someone like Ahim—a fellow commoner and even a fellow alchemist—they would surely have wholeheartedly celebrated Karen for forgetting Lyos and moving forward.
During the carriage ride taking Karen to the alchemy workshop, Karen seemed to be constantly thinking about something, lost in thought.
Julius gazed at her profile as she looked out the window. The commoner dress had a cool, airy feel to its thin fabric. The design that exposed her back was something rarely seen among nobles, and to Julius’s eyes, it looked unsettlingly revealing. He wished he were the only one who found her beautiful, but she apparently looked beautiful to others’ eyes as well.
Linus and Fiene weren’t the only friends of Karen who had gotten married. Karen had many friends, and following the dungeon upheaval, several others had married as well. Karen had gazed at them with longing. Surely it was a scene she had longed for since childhood, and she must have imagined herself joining that circle countless times.
Afraid that Karen might be drawn away by that longing, Julius took her hand. Then Karen’s sky-blue gaze looked at him.
“What’s wrong, Mr. Julius?”
Karen asked with a smile.
When their gazes intertwined, Julius could no longer keep his mouth shut, and he drew Karen’s hand to his lips and kissed it.
“Karen, marry me.”
At Julius’s sudden proposal, Karen’s eyes opened wide as saucers.
“Eeh!? W-Wait a moment. Isn’t this way too sudden!?”
It was an impulsive proposal. There was no arrangement, no preparation whatsoever. While inwardly angry at his own lack of preparation, Julius simply pressed Karen’s hand to his forehead and pleaded.
“Marry me, Karen. I want to be with you from now on.”
“…Thank you very much. Your words make me very happy, Mr. Julius.”
Even before hearing the words that followed, Julius was already disheartened.
If Karen had truly been inclined to accept marriage, she would not have been this calm. She should have been more excited, more flustered, and reassured Julius with her joyful reaction.
Yet even when faced with Julius’s earnest proposal, Karen spoke in an exceedingly calm tone.
“But—”
“Karen, why have you stopped saying your brain is melting lately?”
“Brain… what? What do you mean?”
Julius interrupted Karen’s words, raised his face, and gazed at her.
Even gazing at her from close range, Karen’s face was flushed, but that was all. She had changed from before, when she would freeze up just from being gazed at by Julius.
“Even when I bring my face close, you’re no longer captivated by me. Did you lose interest because I handled you roughly in the blank zone? Or have you simply grown tired of me?”
“I haven’t grown tired of you! And that level of roughness in the blank zone is very welcome! I’m sincerely looking forward to the next magic intoxication!”
“You don’t need to wait. But if that’s the case, then why?”
“That’s, well… um…”
Just as Julius was about to console his anxiety at the sight of Karen shyly growing redder by the second—
Karen noticed his expression and widened her eyes.
Then the fervent light dwelling in her eyes settled down—Julius looked down at that change with a tormented heart.
“Why…!”
“Until now, I thought I was the only one who liked you, Mr. Julius, so even being happy was embarrassing, unbearable, and I always felt like I was going to melt.”
At some point, Karen had stopped turning bright red and panicking even when they kissed.
With an almost maddening calmness, Karen explained herself.
In the past, she would have been far more flustered.
She used to show signs that made it obvious at a glance that she had feelings for Julius—and yet, why had she changed?
Depending on the reason, he might not be able to stay calm.
So as not to hurt Karen when that happened, Julius steeled himself.
“But, Mr. Julius, you actually like me too, don’t you?”
Karen mumbled the words, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment.
The start did not seem unfavorable, and Julius nodded vigorously.
